RIP your computer. I've killed a few in my time. No idea what all I lost before finally saving things on USBs or in the cloud (which has also messed up a few times 🙄). I am sorry you've experienced such negativity from other fans. They forget the basics of fandom and just sink to new lows the more I hear of them throughout various fandoms.

Self-insert mythology, though. That's unique. A good setting for very wild possibilities. 👍

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